dying....

my brain....my heart......my mind......my body..............
im dying.....all the part of me is dying.........
my love.....my family.....my study..................
not even a thg is going well..................
not even a thg i can manage well..................
not even a thg i can b proud of...................
not even a thg im happy for...................
nthg of my life...........................

all im having now....is hatred, boring, sad, grieve, n strengthless.............
i cant stand it......its too hard 4 me.................
how......wat m i supose 2 do wif it ! ! !

my brain is stucking
my heart is in pain
my mind is a mess
my body is so heavy
i'm stressed hard.......dying......................................................................................