lovely birthday....

2day....is ur birthday......
ur name...is flying around my ear all the day...
i hav decided not 2 thk of it....
but...i cant stop thking about u....
all tis day...my brain is full fill by u....
~ur face..ur smell...ur everythg....
everythg tat y i luv u.......suxz.....
my luv life is so damm.....

if i can...i wish i can tell u, n hear u say it 2 me again.....
but..my wish is owiz a dream only....
my life...is not ani other than a dream....
whn am i gonna weak up??0.o
~~who noe.....i jz can try anithg i can....
but i cant make it sure......
so tis is my life......
a very large part of my life.....
a part whr i'm trying 2 b tough enuf 2 survive....2 live...n 2 4get...........